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would i like my mind and spirit to be deposited inside an android once my human physical is beyond good condition? yes, eternal life, being transported from 1 vehicle to another isn't against any sort of natural world law, it's the thought of prolonging a physical being because it becomes perverted, twisted and not right, but at this point i don't think any procedure is necessary because the mind is in an advanced state, probably not even in a form that is currently imaginable, i don't know, it seems energy could be a logical progression, pure energy unbound by present physical constraints, not a collective energy of all things in existence, but individual, all i can think of is that brain from "teenage mutant ninja turtles" but it's obviously not the same, what i'd like is indescribable, an impossible scenario that somehow interests me, it's not like i'd even need food or sustenance, i don't think, anyway, i don't even know if emotions would transmit or progress or just fade away, perhaps they're only in existence because of the human body's chemicals, but i wouldn't have or need those any longer, would emotion be completely different with more extremes? would sexuality even be a factor? there would be no procreation, or would there? could i perhaps reproduce asexually, in basic terms, and would my offspring actually be clones of my own mind? at this point i don't think i need a body and i don't think i'm on earth any longer, not even this universe because it's foreign to the things i exist with and within, this doesn't even make sense because these words aren't the same, they don't even exist and never have where i am, what if the state is perpetual sickness? or love? or distance from anything of any substance? a subtle prick, but there's no physical any longer so no physical pain................................is there mental pain amplified? does this benefit me and what could be causing it? or is pain just an identifiable feeling that isn't associated with anything negative? is negativity all i know? if positive presence is unknown to me does this mean i can no longer remember what it's like to be a human on earth? have these memories vanished or were they never there to begin with and would they bring a happiness to me? or is being human miserable when compared to being in this other "place?" i'm not talking about spirituality at all any longer, what happened to music? does a slayer riff still incite the same feeling as it did when i was of this earth and humanity? is anything from this old place recognizable to me if put before me? i almost don't even want to know the answer, what about a soul? do souls enter into this situation and is my soul even good? i think water might be here with me, it just feels right because it can be so pure, but maybe the water could hurt me, because it's not like i have an exterior, i'm prone vulnerable and naked, but it could be that the place i have finally come to is a comfortable and soothing surrounding that is specifically in existence for my own cause, i don't even understand if i'm in a constant state of thought or my mind lies dormant for further advancement, is sleep as good as it was on earth? can i experience goodness? no, there's no music and no slayer, which i find disappointing but maybe not, disappointment doesn't feel the same as before, i feel, now, that i want a mate within this energy, but it's not right, it's wrong because there is nothing like that here, and i can reproduce on my own ---- why would i want to reproduce? what in the hell good will that do me here? well, reproducing is creating more energy which might be a good thing considering where i am, even though i have no clue where or what it is ---- what good would a mate do? mate is the wrong word, a companion for me to spend my time with, if time is something that goes by, could my companion and i share energy? it wouldn't be like having intercourse or sharing a hug but maybe it would be the equivalent now that we're bodiless and quite possibly emotionless, but then what would be the point? i can't understand why i want a companion if there is no joy that they'd bring me, maybe even in this world of pure engery, zero physical, totally different place, the idea(because ideas always exist) that 2 "things" have an overwhelming desire and even a need to be with one another, even stronger and more important than the fact that we're no longer human, perhaps not human at the start, and that every possible thing comprehended on earth has no place and no relevance here, where we currently reside, together
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MP3
Lut
Tribute To Enchantment
Aural Investigation Into An Energy
Growth From The Knowledge
Decay Of The Body
Compact Spiritual Thrust
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LINK
coprophagor - death.grind.strange
confines of lunacy - annihilation.unstoppable.institution
marsupial - rock.morose.viscera

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